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Haiyo... although it is a holiday but it dun seems so... tons of homework sia... cant even enjoy... the oni thing special tis holiday is i m going to a chalet... n it is tml... until wed... cool man... hope i can relax a bit... aft dat i hav to study n do homework le... sianz... :( but tink i can cope la... sometimes i find dat more homework is oso betta la... busy... betta than nth to do n anyhw tink... liddat oso v sian lo... haiz... nw i realli dunno who i love... he or HE... the feelings 4 HE is oredi v different le... nt like last time... tink of him then cry... so strong man... i saw him on i tink 23 of oct... but hor... juz a little happy lo... nth realli special la... nw i oso cant cry 4 him le... can say 4got le ba... tink it is over le... the oni thing i cant accept is dat i love he... hw can dat b... the feelings is weird... when he dun hav stead i tink i love him... but when he hav,i tink i dun love him le... dunno y... i realli dunno... i even tot dat he treat me as spare tyre... coz when he got stead he nvr find me le... but dat is natural... he shld acc his stead more than me ma... dat is alrit ma... but i dunno y care so much lo... juz cant treat him as frens... as in i will get angry easily... like when he nvr find me... we r best fren... realli best frens... hope we can b alwaz liddat ba... i dunno hw he feel 4 me... but i dun dare to say out... i scare in the end i love someone else... i scare he wun treat me the same as last time... i scare he avoid me... i wun say out... coz i dun even noe wat i tinkin... i realli dunno... i juz hope we can b best fren ever... as in i love he or HE... i tink i hav to leave it behind le...

hAiZ... mIsSiNg ThEm MaN...

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