HaPpY oR sAd LeI???

yesterday i oredi confirm wat huimin say le... it is true... i didn't cry... a little sad... but dunno y... i promise myself nxt time if i go tgcc n c him,i will tok to him or at least say hi to him... i made it!!! haha... yesterday i went dere... saw him nvr tok much... oni tok to alex... but oso like frens lo... more than enough... when i go home,i say bye to him... it is realli more than enough... i m happy dat we r still frens... hehe... he yesterday sent mi goodnite msg... isn't it a good start... i sent back n ask him abt his results... but i doubt he will reply... but alrit la... at least i got 2 msg of his to save... haha... ltr goin guzheng le... scare scare sia... sure die de... haiz... who can save mi... mi n eddie still nt as good... nvm... i guess tis quarrel wun last long de... c first ba... aft i noe dat thing is true,i realli dunno hw i feel... but dat is oso good... my mind is juz blank... frm v complicated to v peace n clear... i noe wat to do... n i nvr tink of BGR le... dunno y... i suddenly feel dat i dun like anybody... i m nt desperate anymore... mayb bcoz dun hav him in my mind realli make me feel relax... haha... dat is good oso la...