SaD sAd SaD...

haiz... i almost cried juz nw... i tot i will lose contact wif him 4ever... i cant find him in frenster... i tot he blocked mi... omg... i cant control myself le... suddenly i feel so scared... hw i hope u dun leave me... u make me miss u so much... yesterday msg halfway u nvr reply... today c u then u like dunno mi... make me feel so sad man... i realli feel like crying le... today go tgcc... i suddenly tink abt my existence... make me so confused... marcus,monkey... almost everybody was like nt happy to c mi lo... i finally decided to go dere less le... then i ask debbie n chester to let mi take their picture... i was so happy dat they agreed... thursday i was still happy dat he msg mi... but nw i dun tink so le... wan take back my word le... jasper... u alwaz the most handsome... i alwaz love u... although ur love 4 mi has oredi changed... although i noe we r impossible le... all the best to u... one day if i take back my word i m sure dat u will b happy ba... haiz... sobx...